Its need two to tango

its still
half pair....

Sam Edelman wedges on my paper

There's always gonna be another mountain.
I'm always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose.
Ain't about how fast I get there.
Ain't about what's waitin on the other side.
It's the climb.

The struggles I'm facing, The chances I'm taking.
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I'm not breaking.
I may not know it but these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah.
I Just gotta keep going.
And I gotta be strong.
Just keep pushing on

Keep on moving,Keep climbing,Keep the faith,

It’s all about,It’s all about the climb.
Keep your faith.

-the climb, Miley Cyrus-
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Im not breaking, I have faith in me,
I just need the other half pair, and by then Im so ready to climb

do me a favor, coz i like your flavor

my weekend at
































my editing with bokeh, so amateur

For Miss - dress, Guess - Berlin 2010 clutch wear as sling bag, H&M - Snake skin bangles, New Look - strap heels

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So, after the graduation, for the first time in my life, i have nothing that i have to responsible to, kinda exciting for the first week, i have super lazy time...but its over 2 weeks,
and sometime what make me sick about that is.. when theres lot of people asking you lot of things which you are still considering to..
so many questions like what are you gonna do right now, are you gonna leave this town, are you gonna take another postgraduate or phd? hmmmm, literally i just say uhm yeahh still think about it i love school and college life, * maybe thats kinda geek for you, i know, im kinda geek..... but for phd study, thats no no... maybe, i want to study in design, fashion design or maybe fashion business, but i think its time for me to be more independent, i mean taking care my financial on my own feet, enough for asking money to parents for school. So maybe im gonna take that study by my own saving, that means, study? not now, or for the next one year.. hope in two years .. * fingercrossed

Realistically, what I should do is work, so many alternative about works that i could do, but now im just see how's my heart gonna be, think , rethink, and rethink, because by my experience, working without heart, is like tequila without the salt on the mouth of glass :)

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Finally, Master Graduation

Especially for my graduation
my own design..

using my favourite fabric Chiffon
and then tailored by my mom,
Thadaaa...

and I wear this with batik sarong, plus the brown high waist belt
I put the ribbon on it..

Ready for the day

cortesy of Lydia's

my class mate , the dream team :)

and the flowers, cakes..

Back from hiatus,
my Master graduation has been held last week,
I've been so tired because of the loooong ceremony, the party, some relatives came to town, plus im in the middle of my healing from the chicken pox...

This 2nd graduation was very special to me, because after 12 years on school, 3.5 years on university, and 2 years on the master study.. so total was 17.5 years schooling...tiring but fun,
and Even i'm gonna miss the college life, and always want to get back on the old time,
Finally after this postgraduate study i feel really great,
i can fulfill my promise to my mom, family
plus my bestie lydia (for the final GPA)

And whats goods is, Now i can have a real break from college and school,
before im ready for bumping in the real life, real working world....

Sorry boo, Im Not Your Toy

Posting My sketch


you made me pouring this feeling into my own sketch,
O ow.. you just already scratched my heart dear...

and the song yelling in my room....

Love, love is like a stubborn youth
That you'd rather just annoy
I'm walking on a broken roof
While I'm looking at the sky

It's all false love and affection
You don't like me you just want the attention
It's all false love and affection
You don't like me you just want the attention

I'm not your toy
This isn't another girl meets boy
I'm not your toy
This isn't another girl meets boy

~Im not your toy by La Roux~

I a m B a c k

Hey babes, Sorry for leaving for about a month, im just working like a dog on my thesis, the final project on my postgraduate study. I've been less sleep for almost 3 weeks, maybe its just 4-5 hours a day, tiring,panicking, but now i could say everything's worth, I know i couldn't do this without God's hand in any way :) So now Im waiting for my master's graduation on April 10th.

I miss blogging so much, trying to avoid open my blog and your amazing blogs, because, you know ur blogs are an addiction :P

So now im gonna update you for the big things happened in my February 2010,
two wedding parties, one of them is my only brother's party, at Jakarta , thats why last months i was in freaking busiest month in this year.

~my family~
yeah that was just two fave pics, that i could take, because i was the only sister of the groom, i was just too busy with the event org peep and with guests, didn't have any time to take any pics, *shame


Second wedding party at Surabaya,
Faris and Deborah's wedding, but sorry no pic of the bride and groom here, even they're really pretty, Faris was my college friend, and i've known them since we're in freshmen, Deborah, she's the cutest girl i've ever known, actually the dress which she wore that night, Awesome!!,
lots of big svarovski beads, i mean big like 2cm diameter, thats very uncommon for wedding dress, but it all look very glamorous... but sorry again, no pics of them,
we're just too busy taking pic with the decorations
enjoying as a real guest is way better than ever, hahaha




My fave shoot, with the cages

My fave dress ever, design and tailored ~ by my Mom * love *love


yeah i think that was the pic that i could share to y'all from my february, i know most of time just did my research in front of lap top, even i skipped the weekend times :(

so lets start capturing this march ~~ lalalala