i wish i could cry

no matter how hard i tried to cry

i don't know why, i still can't cry

is the feeling not sad enough ?

or am i turning into someone out of too tough?

i admitted that all this smile just a lie

this feeling is worst than die

i can't strive to what i desire

just like a vampire

damn,i even can't drop just a lil tear

although all my heart has already full with fear,

and wrapped up with the feeling that im missing my dear

it was stuck and i cannot make it dissappear

wish i could cry so hard, till my nose turning like Rudolph the red nose reindeer

I hope soon its all will be clear

or should i back into my dear?

by Dian Prad

December 18th 2008