Miss you in your white shirt

Please let me take this thoughts out of my mind, pardon me for being so mellow and so lame,
these has been stuck in that corner ,
and i couldn't stand to keep these all this long, because actually i feel so devastated inside,
I was trying to sketch, trying to sing, trying to get busy on parents works, learning new things which i love,trying to hang out a lot
but its still haven't yet expressed all these things done




Miss you in your white shirt

They come and go but i don't see them,
I even couldn't open my eyes,
My world still keep spinning in your galaxy,
and they're just like aliens to me, an ET,
Come and go, as fast as nobody can even notice about them,
And just swept away like the rumors

I'm here in your galaxy,
That is you, and always you,
The center to all of these rotation..

And you're there starring at me in your white Callaway shirt,
(uhm i've just realized how often u wore the white shirts,
white loose shirt,white callaway shirt, white washed shirt, white button down shirt..),
With the blue Nike cap covered on your missable baldy head,
That Rock and Republic jeans, and i still remember the cutting,
And with that shoes which made me say on the first date 'what the hack are u wearing..'
But as time went by, you made say 'Oohh you look so 'machismo' with that shoes',
The complete LA look, few percents like a rapper,
few percents of clubber, few percents of gangsta with your beard..
I always love LA's guys looks,
too bad in the same time LA has taken my baby away,



and now I'm totally missing you in your white shirt


Such A Fool I am, I know :(
but I feel much better right now, for being honest with you guys...

Live From Brooklyn Bridge, Spotted : Lil J with the her new dress

Looks like Lil J totally catch my eyes,

blood with blood,eyes with eyes,
just like MJ always with the white socks and black glossy shoes,
Lil J, never put down her smokey eyes,
so let see until when she's gonna keep up with the dark cloud above her eyes?

xoxo,

detail of the design:
I put very dark blue tafetta , with tule fabric on the breast area,
So its will give chic and petit mood but in the same time doesn't swept away
her original dark soul

Like We're dying

Yeah… gotta start
Lookin at the hand of the time we’ve been given here
This is all we got and we gotta start pickin it
Every second counts on a clock that’s tickin’
Gotta live like we’re dying

We only got
86 400 seconds in a day to
Turn it all around or throw it all away
We gotta tell ‘em that we love ‘em
While we got the chance to say
Gotta live like we’re dying

Live like we're dying - Kris Allen

for this fall winter,
Im thinking of very thick faux fur a bit mongolian style on the simple black coat, and super-lacey- super-mini dress, so the dress and the coat almost have the same lenght..
bit naughty and notorious

gonnaa livveee like we're dyinggg oooo, like we're dying

Its need two to tango

its still
half pair....

Sam Edelman wedges on my paper

There's always gonna be another mountain.
I'm always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose.
Ain't about how fast I get there.
Ain't about what's waitin on the other side.
It's the climb.

The struggles I'm facing, The chances I'm taking.
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I'm not breaking.
I may not know it but these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah.
I Just gotta keep going.
And I gotta be strong.
Just keep pushing on

Keep on moving,Keep climbing,Keep the faith,

It’s all about,It’s all about the climb.
Keep your faith.

-the climb, Miley Cyrus-
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Im not breaking, I have faith in me,
I just need the other half pair, and by then Im so ready to climb

do me a favor, coz i like your flavor

my weekend at
































my editing with bokeh, so amateur

For Miss - dress, Guess - Berlin 2010 clutch wear as sling bag, H&M - Snake skin bangles, New Look - strap heels

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So, after the graduation, for the first time in my life, i have nothing that i have to responsible to, kinda exciting for the first week, i have super lazy time...but its over 2 weeks,
and sometime what make me sick about that is.. when theres lot of people asking you lot of things which you are still considering to..
so many questions like what are you gonna do right now, are you gonna leave this town, are you gonna take another postgraduate or phd? hmmmm, literally i just say uhm yeahh still think about it i love school and college life, * maybe thats kinda geek for you, i know, im kinda geek..... but for phd study, thats no no... maybe, i want to study in design, fashion design or maybe fashion business, but i think its time for me to be more independent, i mean taking care my financial on my own feet, enough for asking money to parents for school. So maybe im gonna take that study by my own saving, that means, study? not now, or for the next one year.. hope in two years .. * fingercrossed

Realistically, what I should do is work, so many alternative about works that i could do, but now im just see how's my heart gonna be, think , rethink, and rethink, because by my experience, working without heart, is like tequila without the salt on the mouth of glass :)

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Finally, Master Graduation

Especially for my graduation
my own design..

using my favourite fabric Chiffon
and then tailored by my mom,
Thadaaa...

and I wear this with batik sarong, plus the brown high waist belt
I put the ribbon on it..

Ready for the day

cortesy of Lydia's

my class mate , the dream team :)

and the flowers, cakes..

Back from hiatus,
my Master graduation has been held last week,
I've been so tired because of the loooong ceremony, the party, some relatives came to town, plus im in the middle of my healing from the chicken pox...

This 2nd graduation was very special to me, because after 12 years on school, 3.5 years on university, and 2 years on the master study.. so total was 17.5 years schooling...tiring but fun,
and Even i'm gonna miss the college life, and always want to get back on the old time,
Finally after this postgraduate study i feel really great,
i can fulfill my promise to my mom, family
plus my bestie lydia (for the final GPA)

And whats goods is, Now i can have a real break from college and school,
before im ready for bumping in the real life, real working world....