I promised to myself
not to fall in love with anybodyno more boys,
what happened to me for past a year, completely like a rollercoster, an insane one..
and this pain is still just too real for me,
i still into him, but i cannot be with him, because he's not anymore, but even if he's now beside me, i just cannot accept him, but i still into him, but he'd treated me bad, but i still into him, and anything doesn't make any sense to let him right beside me. but i still got through any sleepless night because of him.
WHAT A CRAP!!!
Thats gonna be endless questions which will never be answered, cut up
i'd like to focus myself on my own future, my 'a must graduation' ,my bestfriends and friends, getting a good job, raise the money, look out my parents, get away to my dream places, and take as much experiences as i could...
WHat a Beautiful!!
note, i don't wanna put one or even some of that things above, together with someone, never again.
Im tired of completely lost myself again.
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