quote off the day

my manager said " untuk menghadapi kerasnya dunia ini.....
keraslah pada dirimu, maka dunia akan melunak kepadamu"

i making up my mind...

huaaa..this saturday, i will got an exam bout insurance. It called ujian AAJI (asosiasi asuransi jiwa indonesioa- indonesian assosiation of insurance) wew..so important for keeping my carrier in Manulife.. because its like a driving licence - if u don't have it, u can't continuing to sell the insurance product...
----pardon my eenglish is turning bad to worse....

whoaa..feel bad seeing the other blogger friends haven't updated their blog for long time...
really miss their stories though...
maybe life's getting busy all the way


MISSING HANDYYYYY SO MUCHHHH>>
WHOAAAA feels like his shadow is everywhere hunting me...

BAck From Holiday
I've been back from Singapore since Friday
then went to home town for a while
And Now Im really back in To ordinary life
holiday is over, closing date is getting close day by day

^^
Will be back to edit, with story from long days at singapore,
And Sumthing that i Got froM Someone, whom i never ever thought i could met with)

Sketching smoker

fiueehh

today was the last training day @ MAnulife(the real last training, for this 3 months i got sooo many training days just bout this insurance stuff)

damn boring and tiring, honestly...

(opS SOrry i've got so much negative energy lately, and i can't help myself not to explode it, i should stop it soon)

yeah,i realized and confessed bout it

im trying so hard to survive in this job

even my heart always get me to sacrifice anything, and put all myself on this

Sketching

its just campaign for the smokers

me for Handy Suj

tonight,i was practicing bout feet...

yeah now i really realized many philosopies from sketching

'my feet'

1st , 2nd 3rd sketches

can you see?

yes it does, practice makes perfect

but i would neverever reach the perfectness

because i realized, i'm just not sketching the body or the part of body,

but i'm sketching the God's artworks, i am Also One Of the God's Artworks...

So,all i do is learning how to capture every God's artworks with all the glorious and gratitude...with His beautiful touch of art...

and this is another expression of my heart...

I've got heart on it..

dedicated for him actually....

So, for this week there's gonna be a bit more spare time, because i had 2 weeks holiday from my postgrad lectures.. but not for work... so im gonna spent my time cuddling and finishing this...

haia..very busy and stressful day...

my work's tension is getting harder everyday

then i spent the whole two days accompany my uncle and auntie from balikpapan

on the dinner, and at hotel with another uncle whom is my uncle's partner,

he was very nice and funny

anyway, my auntie tried to set me up with that uncle's little son...hohoho..

she's just wondering la..not that serious....

and yeah off course i feel sorry auntie, i'll be faithful for mrhanD...

they talked alot bout bussiness and works

so i had an expand of new vision and more knowledge about work life..

(uhm damn my english is getting worse everyday,

maybe i need to get a few terms in IALF again)

****** ding I had a bad news..a friend of mine had broken up a month ago..

and i just heard today

i feel sorry bout that, i thought uhm seems like they could be forever til marriage..

interview PT HM Sampoerna

the result of the Sampoerna recruitment,
today i had an interview with my user..
the HR manager... a malaysian, he spoke singlish...but he said that english..yeah and i can't keep my mouth to said' yeah i know sir you're speak singlish'..**damn bad record for me, i guess..
first time thought that he was just kidding me, he said he wasn't indonesian so..
and then i said with laugh 'so.. wahahaha'
i really didn't got it..silly me.. because he was totally just like indonesian peep, local, yeah maybe its same melayu peep...plus he spoke some indonesian words fluently and clearly, but he felt he didn't really can speak indonesian.. halah.. so he thought he better spoke english..singlish
alot of chat with him, he was nice, everything is cool and this interview is more interesting than the first one.. he also tell me alot bout the job desk in the position which their offer, the environment, he gave lot of information to me... HR Shared Service, tahts the position actually, I finally findout...the interview was held with english actually, yeah mixed la, indonesian english..i keep my english accent carefully, not to follow him in singlish, even it hard to did that,the 'la.. aa...' keep waiting in my lip but i think i was succeed...

why i did that? i thought it sounds pitty when sudden i spoke in singlish...he might thought i am a follower...didn't he? because in my resume i dont have any singapore educational background...
you know, it so not a good reason , right...to say i was in and out singapore-surabaya every 3 weeks..for blablabla.. so my english got effect became singlish....lame reason...

and plus, when i was in interview, i feel like i was applied for singapore company or sumthing..i don't feel like i applied for a company which placed in surabaya...not just because the language, but the question, the way he asked and explained is totally absolutely different from the local i mean the previous interviewer...that malaysian interviewer was so appreciate and more excited to hear your question...and it just like chat with friends actually...there are no tension, and he make the position is really equal, no one have more power....not company not the graduate.... its like win-win solution, there are nothing bout who need and who dont need..

so the result is....** wait again for few days or week...

Graduate Intake PT HM Sampoerna

^^ i'm almost sick
so i stayed at home, absent from work

after few busiest days, i can't stand anymore
the deadline work, the campus stuff, a sgp trip....
fiuhh.. my body defence collapsed..

yesterday, i got recruitment process in Sampoerna..
yesterday was the second filter, the first was held on Airlangga Uni, thanks God I passed..
This recruitment was for General intake position..
a friend of mine who's being an apprentice in that company ,said that General intake is very good position, because even they will work like any other staff, people who has been chosen in general intake will have more chance to be promoted as manager than usual staffs... and the most tempting of being General intake is the Salary... you know what, at the first month you work, the salary will up to 7 million IDR.. soo Tempting..

So on the second filter was Group discussion, we got a case study bout manufacturing problem...
then we should give some solution and debate with other group...
yeah so that simple..just like PPO class..
but i feel this is not my expert..big doubt at first
and..the result was i didn't pass this filter..
its ok.. just not my luck..
but congrat for a friend of mine who passed this, miss Lyd, miss Amex and mrFre