Spotted 11 pm Black Canyon SuTos

what a sinful smoked chicken sandwich :(

I found my old never used pearl necklace.... and it could be a bracellet too :)

As Im getting chubbier everyday, yes, i rarely took some pics...
seems like the 'gifo' disease were
healing

then..starting tomorrow
i'm gonna do a diet, called banana diet.
This tips coming from an Auntie, my auntie's friends, said that this diet was created in Japan.
The rule is after wake up until 12 pm, just eat banana and drink lot of water, nothing else, until your stomach full...
you may eat 1-2 bananas
so, just banana and water in the breakfast, until 12pm.

but after that, lunch and dinner you can take whatever you want to eat...
anything, no need to hesitate...whatever, she said whatever, go as crazy as u want...
until u fell asleep...

Sounds a great diet, isn't it?!
the result is 1 month 1 kilo
she said, that diet was very famous in Japan, all girls took that..
and also it has been published in our local magazine, Fit magazine, is it?


Go Battle Tommorow!!!

This is the place, your home, my home

Its hard to admit that everyday i fall for you deeper,
There's no place i'd rather be,
There's no one i wanted to be,
There's only you,
The one till the end.

What am i supposed to do to make sure u're always here,
and never go anywhere else again,
If that day come, i want you promise me ,
you have to swear to our God..
really swear in the name of God,
you never go away from me even just a mile
I regret that i let you go that far,
I should have mad,when you told me you want to go that place,
but I aint do that time
I should have taken you passport and thrown it away at your hotel's closet,
but I aint do that time
I shouldn't have released your hug, so you'll never ,even a step, walk away from our home...
but i also aint do that time

this is our home, our love, yours and mine...
wherever you go,you know you'll always back here,han

Gallery: Topshop New York flagship store opening

from shinystyle.tv

So much partying going on, but with the opening of Topshop finally taking place in the US, can you really blame anyone for trying to drag celebrations out as long as they can?

Prior to Kate Moss and Sir Philip Green officially opening the store on Broadway and Broome yesterday, there was a celebratory dinner held on Wednesday night which was attended by some uber glamorous folk: designers Marc Jacobs and Jason Wu, models Lily Donaldson and Daria Werbowy, Anna Wintour with her daughter Bee Schaffer, Julia Restoin-Roitfeld - offspring of Paris Vogue ed Carine Roitfeld - and singers Jennifer Hudson and um, James Blunt (?!!). A bit of extra glamor - like they needed anymore - was brought by the attendance of A-list couple Jennifer Lopez and hubby Marc Anthony. The couple returned to get their party on at the launch last night, along with Emma Roberts, Lydia Hearst and MC Spank Rock.

I
Just
can't
Wait
The Hills 5th Seasons
will be aired next week

and now i stare
looking everything which seem never fair

i just want you, just you...
not him...
whenever i thought it was you, but that wasn't you:(
i feel bad, since that wasn't fair for him,
but is this the whole up situation fair for me?


you make me learn something,
love is never know about the fairness




im just wishing u were here,han

Chuck Bass

Lately, i really addicted to this figure

CHUCK BASS
yeah...remember how he said his name with an accent
I am Chuck' Chuck bass
Starred by Ed Westwick


This guy soo my type :)
The blend of a devil, manipulative, badboy, bossy, calm, elegant...
My real card..

yeahh.. this is it...
you'll see how Charming he is...
actually , from all the Gossip Girls' boys, for me,
He is the most evrything laa..
even everyone said Nate Archibald is the hansome one
but Chuck Has the everything..
because he Chuck, Chuck bass


the bossy style... whoaa :)

how the story behind Chuck And Blair,
demon and devil,
hahaha
So attractive, full of game, yeah, i like their love story so much


and i like the way he handle the thing until make anyone so pissed off..
yeah really cool, very manipulative, i adore it..hahaha

look how Serena so pissed off bout him, hahahaha, good job, Chuck










and so,I love the way he's playing with his face,
Demon demon demon

Here's the finale of The City...
so sad, but can't wait for the april 6th, The Hills seasons 5

So, there's a reflection for us, i think..
how we handle guys, relationship, and our life...

Who you prefer to, Whitney or Ally?
its about choice...


me? i dont know.. :(

The City - MTV Shows

i've just had a headache, its feel so painful,aching
i've tried to take a nap for a while,
all i feel just, i just want to see Handy
i miss him :(

i've just seen a guy at Church, a way so much like Handy :(
but not him, just look alike.huw

actually glad one another friend making blog..hahaha
yes welcome to the blog world miss Ai ai...
we're welcoming you...
after all, quite surprising for me
since october 2007, so its been half and a year i've been blogging, there's a months full of post, and in contrary, im not a good blogger actually.
and then quite gladly slowly some friends also join with the blogger, and they became Good Blogger, Miss Lydia, Miss Lia,all the masters then Helen, Evelyn (tapi mrotol evelyn..hehehe), anita, (mrotol jg sii)....
hope they can continue that again....



But one thing i learn bout blogging is, yeah you know, you can express anything anyway there's no boundary, and sumtimes kind of hurt feeling, i feel released after i wrote and published it...
some people said negatively bout my posts,i heard that lo, but whatever, they can say anything, thats their rights...
but just remember the fact, how bad their opinion, They have read it...hahaha...
so im just pissed of with kind of people like that...

but sumtimes also i still remember bout people who hate bout my blogging activities itself....
"blag blog blag blog masa kmu seharian ngurusin blog terus si..." hahaha, he could say 'blag'...wkwkwkw i thought american english is really good... but ten years at US, and the result he said blag blog...apa ituu...hahahaha very funny :D

i also pissed off bout that guy, even i loved him, but i prefer blog rather than ngurusin dia... (uhm maybe I didn't love him that much ,oops, ngga laa hahaha, im still)
yeah at least this blog always be with me, it never leave me...

this blog kind of addict i guess, in addition when you're trying to update a new template, y'all the blogger know la how does it feel, you never stop until you feeel satified with the layout... even that wasting your time all day long...

so anyway, today im making a paper, with English, sumtime for some specific thing i'd rather choose english to express it, because it more focus and straight forward to the point,
yeah,when i wrote down the paper, uhm i feel very lucky i always push myself to write sumthing on this blog, because it gives much effect actually for making the English more and more fluently.... or at least retain it,
even until now, i know im still far away from perfect english, but, yes it helps laa...

So, for my besties Ai ai...
welcome to the blog world baby, hope we could share more from these blogs :)

another SHort HAircutting By Daniel Tengker

Speaking off, i've got new look, again..officially last Saturday









*** the Pic, later

after a months i was wearing the extension hair,I finally gave up :(The hair became very terrible, and when i was on the travelling to Jakarta and the Singapore,i feel so tired, and bad about that.wasting time, effortfull but less performance, it terrible, very terrible.Even, me, i can't stand by the way it look and all my aunties at Jakarta, also my mom, all was complaining. yeah i admit,The best performance of this hair, only after it came out from Rota Salon.
So i Just want to give you some advice if you want to do some extension for your hair,

1. choose the right hair, right colour, for me black wasn;t a good choice,

2 Choose the human hair, but ioned, mine was also human hair but un-ioned,so it srewed me up all the time, and i realized having naturally straight hair is the best gift from my God :)

3. Prepare yourself mentally, especially if you are not common with long hair like me, should be more patient and spare more time for washing your hair , hair dyed ,and the last one

4. prepare some panadol for headache, the glue over the back head, was very annoying, especially when you're sleeping, and it cause me headache sumetimes many times actually..

bye bye the long hair, I realised that the short hair is definitely my real card :)
but maybe next time i will wearing that hair again, after it coloured and ioned off course..
for now, i'd rather stay in short...







me, wasn;t the only one who deal with this issue actually..
Mr Daniel, my hairdresser said that...
some people, who has been on top with the Boobs cutting has dealt with the dilemas
since Boobs cutting isn't the 'It' trend anymore
some going to long hair, with extension off course, Like Katie Holmes..
and some go on short hair, Like the group of Rihanna, BCL, Agnes Monica,

Actually i was on this dilemma too, he offer me two choices
he would cut on the model for make my hair stays to get the long hair, so the model will be simple,
maybe just with the layer, so when it getting longer, the layer will cover down properly..
OR
let stay in short hair, and try another chic model of cutting...
yeah he got my point, whether I want to stay long or try again in short cutting, with another cutting trend
it took me about 15 minutes, until he leave me alone by myself to think about what i really want for my hair.... because he almost gave up to catch up what i really want, i was asking this and that... no direction hahahaha
yeah finally im SErious think about that..hohohoho

and than the result is, lets try another short cutting :)
what i always satified cut by Daniel is, he always get the point of what we actually feel and wants, and make us, ourself spell it... Thanks Daniel :)i enjoy with this hair, and just the pony, too short, i've told you...

March 23rd 1979
from the day u'were born, till the day we met,
thought it was the end of the journey..
just like find another soul of mine, and yours.
how much we had in common,
and how did time make our path crossing each other?
d.e.s.t.i.n.y.
but until the day we're apart...
is that the end of destiny?
or it all just the first chapter of ours?





HAPPY 30th BDAY Mr.HANdY ^^
always be:)


Love,
dian

MTV Shows

Huhuhuhu..Finale of The city...so sad

Oia, There's a Great quote i love from Diane von Furstenberg at that clip
did u got it?

"the most important relationship you have in your life, is a relationship with yourself"

don't u think it is very good quote?

and yeah, today i went to sgp from jakarta,
uhm everytime i went jakarta, i found another pieces of the puzzle, and its getting clear for me, for what i feel, for what i want, and for where we were stand....
its hard but challenging, he's still so nice.....

i got something from late The serial which i consume..
" having a girlfriend is about learning how to sacrifice, how to be faithfull and think about else's not just ours"
I think it clears sumthing in my head through something uhm cases actually...
anyway, if that's the only definition of girlfriend boyfriend,
i admit, Me either,mr*.... you know i got many thing that i should face in, that couldn't put behind you,
also i can't be that faithfull, i guess(damn why i've just realized it...),
it just for few months, my point of view was so wrong...

i'm moving forward :)

its been almost a month, Me and Vera joined on the Graha Family club House
I was trying to gaining my weight. I was shocked, my weight was increasing bout 5 kilos
since december or january :(
i was depressed, but in the same time i feel so lazy to work out,
it was so hard to work out in the morning, not just me but vera did too..
we both so difficult to wake up in the morning
but sometimes, it succeed la, we woke up in 6 am and got to club house at 6.30
did some yoga or just treadmilling.
and the result after bout 3 weeks..
vera had decreased some kilos, as you know she's already getting slimmer since bout 2 months ago..
and undoubtly,my weight also decreased, yes it did, but just 1 kilo :( and bad news today, my weight is back just like it was :(
OMG still far to go back to forty sumthing...

slowly i realized that, the problem sumtimes not just the work out which didn't very regularly
but the appetite was too good and its uncontrollable..
lately, i love to eat so much...
i love food more than few months ago, like august, september or few months before that...
you know this isn't me...

now, when i ate or just saw the food, its just like i could release something, i don't know what that is.
its like take over something or like runaway from something...
uhm you know this is bad and its abnormal...

I tell you something real about love food.
that There's must be something wrong inside about people who eat so much, or getting fat,
yes it s like Oprah's said...
Vera also said that, she admit that few months ago, when she's getting so fat,and love eating so much,
she admit that when she saw food, thats just like "slurpp.."
and an eating process is like a pleasure, and satifying something which unexplainable...
yeah i feel that too...


hix..i've been trying so hard
you know what, since few days ago, every morning i had regular menu on breakfast, a bowl of quacker oat and a glass of coffee n cream...yeah, recharging for a day..
wish me luck fellas...
gaining the weight and gaining the appetite!!!

Its InspiriNg Me :)

The Hills - MTV Shows

And This,

The Hills - MTV Shows

love or hate


wondering about it, sometimes making me feel cool
hesistate to believe what u did to me only a fool
you used to chasing me like a bull
mesmerized...
all we did just out of the rule


throwing the bonfire, let love blowing, warming...
filling all the desire, we was trying, trying,
keeping the wire,again failing, and only me who's dying...


miss ur hug, but inthe same time wondering if i could f******h** ur @#$%@^%
Me4handy

i heard another bad news again.. :(
i dont know what the significant factor bot this issue, recently yeah bout a week or two, i heard some of my girlfriends had broken up.. hm not just one or two, but more than that...
wew.. i got no idea, why this issue sometime comes seasonal, is there any trend or cycle, or does it related with weather or maybe horoscope?

anyway, to all the single Ladies, Just Put your hands up in the club....


Single Ladies - Beyonce

my new Look

i had long valentine day haha, so busy in that day, not with bf, im single, but with friends and some bestfriends., just having really good time..
it was such a lonng day till sunday morning come.. From bbq shopping then bbq-ing till the quality time at blowfish haha..then continued to juanda airport saying good bye to ay2 left for guangzhou and the bestie lydia left for shanghai.. Im missing her sooo much...


Wrap up for that 2 ddays, such a loong days

be highlighted for this year...

He is the reason

i couldn't see path in front of me
all just covered by dusk,
his shadow comes up and sometimes comes down..

i'm still moving but i don't know where i will be
he is not in front of me
neither behind me
but all his sound still haunting me..
in every place we used to be, in every momment we used to had..

sadly, my heart enjoy being in curiousity
i hate this part of waiting bout nothing what would have be
still missing him a way much more than we used to be together
in anyway i try to understand him,
for all that happened, and all that shouldn't happened
for every thing that i should do, and for every thing that shouldn't do
but still he leaves me a question mark
missing him every single second of mine time


indeed, no matter how hard, times that i passed
there's still A HOPE inside me...
because at the first time i hang out with him,i feel that this is it...
the end of the journey... he brought me to the best of me
but, now its over,let the faith drive me whatevaaa it want me to be....


fou4 days be4 Valentine
love,
me for Handy

some people say, we shouldn't choose friend...
i think thats right, but i learn sumthing from that...
yes we do,i agree.. we shouldn't choose friend, but we should open and classify the categories,
which they could enter to,
what level of friend they wanted to be with us...

James Kaliardos: Mineral Make-up


luv it... im using the powder only..
i want the bronzer..
so flawless
but i guess that wasn't sold in indo...

back to black

at first, pardon me, this post kinda Narcistic...
if u think u can't stand it, better just close this tabs.. hahaha
don't mumbling how narcist i am..bla bla bla... when u're seeing this post :P
i've warned You











yeah after for about a year, my hair coloured was brown and blonde...
now i've changed my hair colour,Dark brown, very close with Black, 'bit Darky' bringing the sartorialism soul,
and not just me, Vera either..




then now, im adjusting to a new routine, after deciding to focusing on my postgraduate study, as the assignment getting more and more... i had spare time than before... so much hang out with friends and joining new Gym.. with vera.... i should workout hardly, because im getting almost 6 kilo fatter than 3 months ago...terrible







much spare time, right?! hahaha
yeah enjoying time dulu laa....




at Graha Family CLub House
the Gym...