Miss You Most At Christmas Time -
Mariah Carey

The fire is burning
The room's all a glow
Outside the December wind blows
Away in the distance the carolers sing in the snow
Everybody's laughing
The world is celebrating
And everyone's so happy
Except for me tonight

Because I miss you
Most at Christmas time
And I can't get you
Get you off my mind
Every other season comes along
And I'm all right
But then I miss you,
most at Christmas time

I gaze out the window
This cold winter's night
At all of the twinkling lights
Alone in the darkness
Remembering when you were mine
Everybody's smiling
The whole world is rejoicing
And everyone's embracing
Except for you and I

Baby I miss you
Most at Christmas time
And I can't get youGet you off my mind
Every other season comes along
And I'm all right
But then I miss you,
most at Christmas time


In the springtime those memories start to fade
With the April rain
Through the summer days
Till autumn's leaves are gone
I get by without you
Till the snow begins to fall

And then I miss you
Most at Christmas time
And I can't get you
Get you off my mind
Every other season comes along
And I'm all right...
But then I miss you,
most at Christmas time


me for Handy Suj

i had a feeling which is worst than die
that I cannot cry



me for handy Suj

i wish i could cry

no matter how hard i tried to cry

i don't know why, i still can't cry

is the feeling not sad enough ?

or am i turning into someone out of too tough?

i admitted that all this smile just a lie

this feeling is worst than die

i can't strive to what i desire

just like a vampire

damn,i even can't drop just a lil tear

although all my heart has already full with fear,

and wrapped up with the feeling that im missing my dear

it was stuck and i cannot make it dissappear

wish i could cry so hard, till my nose turning like Rudolph the red nose reindeer

I hope soon its all will be clear

or should i back into my dear?

by Dian Prad

December 18th 2008

Nathan Hartono

girls i give u this, for your eyes..

NATHAN HARTONO
cute boy i found from singapore mag
he's cute and also he's indonesian who's based n singapore
son of bussinesman from indonesia actually...

sorry i can say, he was born on 1991..hahaha

berondong bok..

I found good eyeliner, maybe it could be ur inspiration...

i found it at MAC

eye Kohl, Smoulder...

its just feel so good

very easy to use it, and the colour is very black, solid,

but its very neat to apply on

i had tried the solid black one, the kohl from Make up forever, but

even that thing leave very black color, but it wasn;t as neat as MAC's

for anyone who prefer the kohl than the gel or liquid, me, actually afraid wearing the liquid, because i wear the contact lens, still dont have the courage to wear that,

but i know the liquid is neater than kohl,or

gel, also good, it leaves matte effect on the eyes, but u need to wear brush to apply it,for me, not efficient

so, for anyone choose kohl than others,i think MAC is one of he best ...

i Love it...

the Closer of me, lucky you..hahahaha, narcistic

MOS BURGER

Back From Singapore
after few weeks i had been wondering bout to eat

MoS burger, burger fast food from Japan
finally.... whoaa..
just like finding an oasis in the dessert..
and it was taste soooooooooo GooD




I chose Teriyaki chicken Burger...hmmm

Whoa...uenakk
the chicken was very bold

Everytime i ate at Mos Burger, it always remind me bout someone...

the one who recommend me alot bout this japanese fast food

wish i could spend another teriyaki or Mos cheseburger with that person

that would make the burger's taste much tastier than ever, haha

and for cooling down
i got the dessert, Ichigo...

the frozen strawberry with white chocolate filling...

yummy

me for handy Suj
_________________

kinda lil afraid bout my mom's blood result..

wish she'd gonna be okay anyway...

I believe God will do the rest of it

waiting for the next scan in the January...

vera Go's event

The christmass is coming close

here's the chrismassy at my place

all 'bout purple...

My Lil Shiny Tree

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I was having fun tonight

spent the weekend at SutOs again.

every weekend, i spent it on SUtos, i love this spot...

very cozy to meet friends and hang out,

evrything we could do in here...

actually not just the weekend, but in week day i used to spent sometimes in this spot

like yesterday, i was hanging out with Uux and Patty up there

just for..uhm yeah..spent the spare time..

and the today,

Hang out with Vera Go,this Monday she 's gonna back to Melbourne

and tonight she was celebrating her much much happiness

Her Bday, Her Graduation and she's just got a Boyfriend...hohoho5

im very happy for u my dear friend...

i could feel that she still feel the butterflies post 'the changing status of being couple'

tonight fully packed @ TAKIGAWA, again...

yeahh...lots of sushi flew endlessly.. as usual

the group was Me, Vera Go, Kelvin, Henry, Rapur, Fani, Ban,and Vera's lil bro, Indra

its been along time I didn't hang out with this group, yeah kinda reunion ....

as it used to be, we're laughing all the time.....

with the jokes which i never ever found in any other groups :P

we found out another great menus in this resto

you should try The Scallop Dinamite, its great!!

beside the best menus, Takigawa roll, DIno Roll, Volcano,The wakame, sashimi...etc

but better dont try the kyusu sumthing...that wasn;t really great..

yeahh, in the end... fully fully packed.... :)

thankyu ver..hahahaha

then the night continued with KTV at INUL vista..

JEngKol And BEni came to Join...yay yay...

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wrap up this weekend

gonna prepare bout things before i leave for SGp this MONDay

sooooooooo many assignments were waiting to be done..OMG...

What does LA mean to you, actually?

L.A
means
Los Angeles
Love Absurd
Love Absolution
Love Altruism

Lost angels

LLLLL.AAAA

L.A

i would have been in the glorious feeling in anyway,

i would have been in the perfect life everyday


me for Handy Suj

if u didn't leave for LA that day...

xoxo
MISSing You in any way
the way you talk, keep sounding in my head
the way you walk,
the way you call my name,
the way you keep me smiling
the way you say 'bisa bisa bisa'
the way you tell all your unimportant story
the way you teach me
the way you solve all my problem
the way you keep me relax to whatever the problems i face with
the way you hate my manager
the way you begging me
the way u keep remind me to stay together with you
the way to keep me waiting for you
i really reallly really miss you all the way....
should i call you, handy?
but i guess my pride didn't let me to do so...

quote off the day

my manager said " untuk menghadapi kerasnya dunia ini.....
keraslah pada dirimu, maka dunia akan melunak kepadamu"

i making up my mind...

yeahh i love thursday
time for the hills
heres the episode 18 seasons 4

The Hills - MTV Shows

whoaaa

whitney is gonna working at Diane von Furstenberg, NYC

did u see the boutique?? awesome

omg,thats my dream job also....

im so envy with whitney, she had great carrier path, the teen vouge internship, people revolution and now at DvF...hmm

wish i could be that great...

MTV Cribs - MTV Shows

hmm what a nice home....

and she's just turn 21st..

to me, its awesome

With You

im so haunted

This sacred silence falls upon me
Sounding through inside my legacy
A lonely day comes right behind me
It started when I was twenty three
And I knew I was right
Seeking for that night
There's nothing to hide
It's when I see the light..with you


This story never be what I wanted
Lose the way 'cause I'm so haunted
A moonless night has been open hearted
Keeping the dim when the story started
And I knew I was wrong
Singing through the song
There's nothing to honk
It's when I come along..with you


By: Richard YapyterOctober 15, 2008


me for Handy Suj

huaaa..this saturday, i will got an exam bout insurance. It called ujian AAJI (asosiasi asuransi jiwa indonesioa- indonesian assosiation of insurance) wew..so important for keeping my carrier in Manulife.. because its like a driving licence - if u don't have it, u can't continuing to sell the insurance product...
----pardon my eenglish is turning bad to worse....

whoaa..feel bad seeing the other blogger friends haven't updated their blog for long time...
really miss their stories though...
maybe life's getting busy all the way


MISSING HANDYYYYY SO MUCHHHH>>
WHOAAAA feels like his shadow is everywhere hunting me...

what i've been waiting for this week...

can't wait for another episodes, next tuesday, indo time...

the hills seasons 4 episodes 17

The Hills - MTV Shows

i had an insomnia for the past 3 days

huhuhuuhuhu

i already could sleep at 2 a.m in the morning

and this was what i've done since i can't sleep

it should be submitted this saturday

whole model with colouring and shading

but, i decided not to submit this one,

i realised i've done Bad with the colouring of the skirt

the black colour was very unblend

i thought it was awfull ... isn't it?? need ur suggest

or i will make another sketch to be submitted

i wish could do better than this...

my lectures this day was veryy boring

and fiuh..i didn't get anything

maybe the topic or maybe the lecturer...

the subject is bisnis and society

hah..can u wonder about what thats all about??

the lecturer talked about anything

this and that, very wide problem and unfocus..

i didn't get it...

in class, i felt dizzy (got late dinner, starving) and fighting with bored feeling..

fiuuuuhh what a long night....

im trying to sleep earlier....

i feel lazy and sleepy,today...
got the fun Week End
Had Dinner @ Takigawa ( uhmm.....this place alway remind me the....)
with guys, LyDia, Lia, BEni, JengkoL
accompanied by, takigawa roll, hot and sexy( hmm it's Still hot, and shocking), dino Roll, the volcano, yeah still almost same menu like the first time i tried in that resto ---->>see my post on AuGust 11th, but the amount of the orders much less than the first time... plus we're accompanied with Bali Wine..hmm not bad..

then we had KTV At Inul Vista
some of guys left, so finale there's Me, BEni, Jengkol, Vin, plus Anita
yeah..
instead of singing some of club's song,the hip hop..
we're singing sort of some mello yellow songs, broken hearted love songs..
wakakaka..broken hearted atmosphere still covers us...
because me, anita, beni, jengkol, we're all just has been broken up a few times ago, so that kinda feeling still hunting us...

me, uhm i'm not really into that broken heart love song, actually
i didn;t feel like, uuhh dying or sumthing that bad, still hoping or sumthing...
because i knew, what i did was the best way, my decision was the best(at least until now, hahaha)
but missing him?? yeah I Do, still..

Me for Handy Suj