For a lark on a lark....

For once in your life time, have you ever felt that you've already reached what you're dreaming of, and when you are already in the top of your dream, but suddenly you were just there and never go anywhere, confused what to do next, I mean, what really next after this top....

how i describe how i feel right now, is just like I'm in the top of this building, my dream building since i was a kid, but I still feel that what I really want is somewhere out there on another building, I could see that from here, so tempting, so fun, but i couldn't reach that out.

Should I go down there, then climb for another heights, or should I jump off to the next building, risking all.... Wish my helicopter would come rescue me right away....

my outfit:
This is Debut of my own design and tailored by myself on the 'creme High Waist Pants'
v neck shirt: basic Zara, Rider Jacket:unbranded, chain necklace:Iora, ring:Far East Singapore, snake skin bangles: H&M, snake skin shoes: Mondo,

Once upon a time in Lalaland..

I wanna be a billionaire so fricking bad
Buy all of the things I never had
Uh, I wanna be on the cover of Forbes magazine
Smiling next to Oprah and the Queen













Oh every time I close my eyes
I see my name in shining lights
A different city every night oh
I swear the world better prepare
For when I’m a billionaire


Yeah I would have a show like Oprah
I would be the host of, everyday Christmas
Give Travie a wish list
I’d probably pull an Angelina and Brad Pitt
And adopt a bunch of babies that ain’t never had sh-t
Give away a few Mercedes like here lady have this
And last but not least grant somebody their last wish
Its been a couple months since I’ve single so
You can call me Travie Claus minus the Ho Ho
Get it, hehe, I’d probably visit where Katrina hit
And damn sure do a lot more than FEMA did
Yeah can’t forget about me stupid
Everywhere I go Imma have my own theme music
(Lyric by Travie McCoy- Billionaire)

photographed by Lydia Hartanto

(the hats>>1st Rusty, 2nd gifted fromthailand,3rd bought from china, 4th gifted from Europe,
5th bought from Shanghai)

Summer Light

a zip of coffee just like a summer vacation...



there's gonna be a starter for everything..
















Sunday morning, sunny place at the West of S-town
and stop by at the famous Im Lovin It resto, got the breakfast menu,
and off course a cup of arabica latte.


There's never be one bright day without a zip of coffee.

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cream fedora from shanghai, pink plaid shirt Trf, orange stripes bikini Ripcurl, DnG plaid back jeans short , red handbag Mango, marine tie belt vintage mom's,sunnies Rayban (uuX's, thankx dear), pink beads bracelet from bali,
Charles and Keith brown heels.

I'll Never Leave

Maybe I'm going to anywhere in this entire world,

but for sure I'll never leave you..

--Thats what i want to hear from you han

Photographed by 'Nikon D 300s' LydiaHartanto
thxs




Now im back to blog again,for real,
I NEVER LEAVE HERE:P
I did the photoshoot with my bestie lydia, a serious decoden artist and photographer, the area was on the West Surabaya, beloved town,the weather is so damn hot in the day and night, lately.


(top Trf zara; jeans Paris Hilton;Hermes belt; Tods handbag; silk scarf unbranded; dkny watches; charlesnkeith sandals)

Miss you in your white shirt

Please let me take this thoughts out of my mind, pardon me for being so mellow and so lame,
these has been stuck in that corner ,
and i couldn't stand to keep these all this long, because actually i feel so devastated inside,
I was trying to sketch, trying to sing, trying to get busy on parents works, learning new things which i love,trying to hang out a lot
but its still haven't yet expressed all these things done




Miss you in your white shirt

They come and go but i don't see them,
I even couldn't open my eyes,
My world still keep spinning in your galaxy,
and they're just like aliens to me, an ET,
Come and go, as fast as nobody can even notice about them,
And just swept away like the rumors

I'm here in your galaxy,
That is you, and always you,
The center to all of these rotation..

And you're there starring at me in your white Callaway shirt,
(uhm i've just realized how often u wore the white shirts,
white loose shirt,white callaway shirt, white washed shirt, white button down shirt..),
With the blue Nike cap covered on your missable baldy head,
That Rock and Republic jeans, and i still remember the cutting,
And with that shoes which made me say on the first date 'what the hack are u wearing..'
But as time went by, you made say 'Oohh you look so 'machismo' with that shoes',
The complete LA look, few percents like a rapper,
few percents of clubber, few percents of gangsta with your beard..
I always love LA's guys looks,
too bad in the same time LA has taken my baby away,



and now I'm totally missing you in your white shirt


Such A Fool I am, I know :(
but I feel much better right now, for being honest with you guys...

Live From Brooklyn Bridge, Spotted : Lil J with the her new dress

Looks like Lil J totally catch my eyes,

blood with blood,eyes with eyes,
just like MJ always with the white socks and black glossy shoes,
Lil J, never put down her smokey eyes,
so let see until when she's gonna keep up with the dark cloud above her eyes?

xoxo,

detail of the design:
I put very dark blue tafetta , with tule fabric on the breast area,
So its will give chic and petit mood but in the same time doesn't swept away
her original dark soul