Heat of Summer

Summer is Coming Up Babies...
I Always Love Summer

Missing Bali's getaway :(

When I saw ....

i saw a young little beggar when i was on the way to my campus
that girl was staring at her old dirty dress...

i know maybe there's nothing special from that,
we lived in indonesia, that kinda look is very usual for us
But i just didn't know either, at that time,
sumthing crash on mind

the implication

we're the older people, well economically, used to bothering what should i wear for this weekend
or too craving bout one of the branded expensive handbags, heels we're just craving and craving, add another and another lines to our wistlists
but look at the others live, there's a little girl with that old dirty dress, but she still kinda upset and worry because of
there's sumthing put up on her dress, sum up with all the dirtiness

me, actually feel ashamed, a superficial sense, flighty...

yeah
girls, we know could do better than this, right?
im not trying to be shaddy, i do also stil craving about luxury thing, which sumtimes we dont know what make them sooo expensive, we just know the brand, brand, brand, brand, actually we can be better than this, just start with a litle bit better action
for example... i did check up on www.louisvuitton.com, look onthe menu how they make the LV bag and how they suggest people to take care of it...
it was a little experience of understanding, why this things soo expensive, and everyone unconsiously craving for this bag, every minute in the world... without knowing what make this so special.. the making is so special,the material is so special,
im asking you..
so why buy the pirates?? even in over a million rupiah,
if that just selling the brand, not the specific specialities it self...
just like u buy a bottle of evian, without the water inside...
So hope my write will give another point of view bout what we should have


Today's seeds of life

its less important we bother what we should have in this life,
but the most important is, we should bother what we could do, to make what we have become important for life"
-dian prad

Lauren Conrad's candy

The title will be published on June 16th 2009,
wow what a coincidence, thats My birthday
anyone want to gave me as present?? hahaha
FYI, this book can be preordered now on amazon.com
or u'd rather click here
Give Dian a present, haha

it's not you

It wasn't you

i was sure that i want you,
everyday, i think about that, is that really what i want..
now i realize,
i still sure that i want you but
i just want the best of you,
the one who chases me overly,
the one who happily goes to church at least once a week, even he almost forget all the prayer
the one who always accompanies his mom for dinner everyday,
the one who beats the future aggresively,
the one who wants to spend the whole sunday at bookstore with me,

but now what i see wasn't the best of you,
i dont know whether, u've changed or i don't know your real card
whatever that is,
this isn't the best of you, and i just want the best of you.
I'd rather keep my love than loving someone whom i totally don't know anymore.


Me For Handy Suj