31 March 2009

Here's the finale of The City...
so sad, but can't wait for the april 6th, The Hills seasons 5

So, there's a reflection for us, i think..
how we handle guys, relationship, and our life...

Who you prefer to, Whitney or Ally?
its about choice...


me? i dont know.. :(

29 March 2009

i've just had a headache, its feel so painful,aching
i've tried to take a nap for a while,
all i feel just, i just want to see Handy
i miss him :(

i've just seen a guy at Church, a way so much like Handy :(
but not him, just look alike.huw
actually glad one another friend making blog..hahaha
yes welcome to the blog world miss Ai ai...
we're welcoming you...
after all, quite surprising for me
since october 2007, so its been half and a year i've been blogging, there's a months full of post, and in contrary, im not a good blogger actually.
and then quite gladly slowly some friends also join with the blogger, and they became Good Blogger, Miss Lydia, Miss Lia,all the masters then Helen, Evelyn (tapi mrotol evelyn..hehehe), anita, (mrotol jg sii)....
hope they can continue that again....



But one thing i learn bout blogging is, yeah you know, you can express anything anyway there's no boundary, and sumtimes kind of hurt feeling, i feel released after i wrote and published it...
some people said negatively bout my posts,i heard that lo, but whatever, they can say anything, thats their rights...
but just remember the fact, how bad their opinion, They have read it...hahaha...
so im just pissed of with kind of people like that...

but sumtimes also i still remember bout people who hate bout my blogging activities itself....
"blag blog blag blog masa kmu seharian ngurusin blog terus si..." hahaha, he could say 'blag'...wkwkwkw i thought american english is really good... but ten years at US, and the result he said blag blog...apa ituu...hahahaha very funny :D

i also pissed off bout that guy, even i loved him, but i prefer blog rather than ngurusin dia... (uhm maybe I didn't love him that much ,oops, ngga laa hahaha, im still)
yeah at least this blog always be with me, it never leave me...

this blog kind of addict i guess, in addition when you're trying to update a new template, y'all the blogger know la how does it feel, you never stop until you feeel satified with the layout... even that wasting your time all day long...

so anyway, today im making a paper, with English, sumtime for some specific thing i'd rather choose english to express it, because it more focus and straight forward to the point,
yeah,when i wrote down the paper, uhm i feel very lucky i always push myself to write sumthing on this blog, because it gives much effect actually for making the English more and more fluently.... or at least retain it,
even until now, i know im still far away from perfect english, but, yes it helps laa...

So, for my besties Ai ai...
welcome to the blog world baby, hope we could share more from these blogs :)

24 March 2009

another SHort HAircutting By Daniel Tengker


Speaking off, i've got new look, again..officially last Saturday









*** the Pic, later

after a months i was wearing the extension hair,I finally gave up :(The hair became very terrible, and when i was on the travelling to Jakarta and the Singapore,i feel so tired, and bad about that.wasting time, effortfull but less performance, it terrible, very terrible.Even, me, i can't stand by the way it look and all my aunties at Jakarta, also my mom, all was complaining. yeah i admit,The best performance of this hair, only after it came out from Rota Salon.
So i Just want to give you some advice if you want to do some extension for your hair,

1. choose the right hair, right colour, for me black wasn;t a good choice,

2 Choose the human hair, but ioned, mine was also human hair but un-ioned,so it srewed me up all the time, and i realized having naturally straight hair is the best gift from my God :)

3. Prepare yourself mentally, especially if you are not common with long hair like me, should be more patient and spare more time for washing your hair , hair dyed ,and the last one

4. prepare some panadol for headache, the glue over the back head, was very annoying, especially when you're sleeping, and it cause me headache sumetimes many times actually..

bye bye the long hair, I realised that the short hair is definitely my real card :)
but maybe next time i will wearing that hair again, after it coloured and ioned off course..
for now, i'd rather stay in short...







me, wasn;t the only one who deal with this issue actually..
Mr Daniel, my hairdresser said that...
some people, who has been on top with the Boobs cutting has dealt with the dilemas
since Boobs cutting isn't the 'It' trend anymore
some going to long hair, with extension off course, Like Katie Holmes..
and some go on short hair, Like the group of Rihanna, BCL, Agnes Monica,

Actually i was on this dilemma too, he offer me two choices
he would cut on the model for make my hair stays to get the long hair, so the model will be simple,
maybe just with the layer, so when it getting longer, the layer will cover down properly..
OR
let stay in short hair, and try another chic model of cutting...
yeah he got my point, whether I want to stay long or try again in short cutting, with another cutting trend
it took me about 15 minutes, until he leave me alone by myself to think about what i really want for my hair.... because he almost gave up to catch up what i really want, i was asking this and that... no direction hahahaha
yeah finally im SErious think about that..hohohoho


and than the result is, lets try another short cutting :)
what i always satified cut by Daniel is, he always get the point of what we actually feel and wants, and make us, ourself spell it... Thanks Daniel :)i enjoy with this hair, and just the pony, too short, i've told you...
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23 March 2009

March 23rd 1979
from the day u'were born, till the day we met,
thought it was the end of the journey..
just like find another soul of mine, and yours.
how much we had in common,
and how did time make our path crossing each other?
d.e.s.t.i.n.y.
but until the day we're apart...
is that the end of destiny?
or it all just the first chapter of ours?





HAPPY 30th BDAY Mr.HANdY ^^
always be:)


Love,
dian

16 March 2009



Huhuhuhu..Finale of The city...so sad

Oia, There's a Great quote i love from Diane von Furstenberg at that clip
did u got it?

"the most important relationship you have in your life, is a relationship with yourself"

don't u think it is very good quote?

and yeah, today i went to sgp from jakarta,
uhm everytime i went jakarta, i found another pieces of the puzzle, and its getting clear for me, for what i feel, for what i want, and for where we were stand....
its hard but challenging, he's still so nice.....

14 March 2009

i got something from late The serial which i consume..
" having a girlfriend is about learning how to sacrifice, how to be faithfull and think about else's not just ours"
I think it clears sumthing in my head through something uhm cases actually...
anyway, if that's the only definition of girlfriend boyfriend,
i admit, Me either,mr*.... you know i got many thing that i should face in, that couldn't put behind you,
also i can't be that faithfull, i guess(damn why i've just realized it...),
it just for few months, my point of view was so wrong...

i'm moving forward :)

10 March 2009

its been almost a month, Me and Vera joined on the Graha Family club House
I was trying to gaining my weight. I was shocked, my weight was increasing bout 5 kilos
since december or january :(
i was depressed, but in the same time i feel so lazy to work out,
it was so hard to work out in the morning, not just me but vera did too..
we both so difficult to wake up in the morning
but sometimes, it succeed la, we woke up in 6 am and got to club house at 6.30
did some yoga or just treadmilling.
and the result after bout 3 weeks..
vera had decreased some kilos, as you know she's already getting slimmer since bout 2 months ago..
and undoubtly,my weight also decreased, yes it did, but just 1 kilo :( and bad news today, my weight is back just like it was :(
OMG still far to go back to forty sumthing...

slowly i realized that, the problem sumtimes not just the work out which didn't very regularly
but the appetite was too good and its uncontrollable..
lately, i love to eat so much...
i love food more than few months ago, like august, september or few months before that...
you know this isn't me...

now, when i ate or just saw the food, its just like i could release something, i don't know what that is.
its like take over something or like runaway from something...
uhm you know this is bad and its abnormal...

I tell you something real about love food.
that There's must be something wrong inside about people who eat so much, or getting fat,
yes it s like Oprah's said...
Vera also said that, she admit that few months ago, when she's getting so fat,and love eating so much,
she admit that when she saw food, thats just like "slurpp.."
and an eating process is like a pleasure, and satifying something which unexplainable...
yeah i feel that too...


hix..i've been trying so hard
you know what, since few days ago, every morning i had regular menu on breakfast, a bowl of quacker oat and a glass of coffee n cream...yeah, recharging for a day..
wish me luck fellas...
gaining the weight and gaining the appetite!!!

02 March 2009

love or hate


wondering about it, sometimes making me feel cool
hesistate to believe what u did to me only a fool
you used to chasing me like a bull
mesmerized...
all we did just out of the rule


throwing the bonfire, let love blowing, warming...
filling all the desire, we was trying, trying,
keeping the wire,again failing, and only me who's dying...


miss ur hug, but inthe same time wondering if i could f******h** ur @#$%@^%
Me4handy