He is the reason

i couldn't see path in front of me
all just covered by dusk,
his shadow comes up and sometimes comes down..

i'm still moving but i don't know where i will be
he is not in front of me
neither behind me
but all his sound still haunting me..
in every place we used to be, in every momment we used to had..

sadly, my heart enjoy being in curiousity
i hate this part of waiting bout nothing what would have be
still missing him a way much more than we used to be together
in anyway i try to understand him,
for all that happened, and all that shouldn't happened
for every thing that i should do, and for every thing that shouldn't do
but still he leaves me a question mark
missing him every single second of mine time


indeed, no matter how hard, times that i passed
there's still A HOPE inside me...
because at the first time i hang out with him,i feel that this is it...
the end of the journey... he brought me to the best of me
but, now its over,let the faith drive me whatevaaa it want me to be....


fou4 days be4 Valentine
love,
me for Handy