i got something from late The serial which i consume..
" having a girlfriend is about learning how to sacrifice, how to be faithfull and think about else's not just ours"
I think it clears sumthing in my head through something uhm cases actually...
anyway, if that's the only definition of girlfriend boyfriend,
i admit, Me either,mr*.... you know i got many thing that i should face in, that couldn't put behind you,
also i can't be that faithfull, i guess(damn why i've just realized it...),
it just for few months, my point of view was so wrong...

i'm moving forward :)