this is bad or this is so bad
when i think of you, the world gets better
and when im not thinking about you, its stop..
and when i think bout you again, it back, the worlds get better...
OMG what did you do to me...
this is bad, this is bad, this is bad
Me For Handy Suj
26 June 2009
20 June 2009
The throuth Reveals
Quoted from Harper’s Bazaar Indonesia March 2009
Theres’ a quote from the article about Scarlett Johansson, she was the cover model of this edition. Quite surprising I usually didn’t read the whole up detail article on the Magazine, even that was in Indonesian Language,I just enjoy the Photos, and honestly hard for me to undesrstand for such a magz like Harper’s Bazaar Singapore, I did follow every month Bazaar Singapore, I’ve just enjoyed the brilliant photos actually, hahaha
But this time, I don’t know in my sleepless night, I was reading again my old Harper’s Bazaar March, got it from the last Fashion Festival, The only Harper’s Indonesian I have, haha all I got is Singapore’s version ( because it’s cheaper, S$ 5, hehehe, yeah we should fabulously smart money spender, right?!)
So continued, i was shock, when I was read the article bout the Scarlet Johansson, I was read it randomly actually, then I found out a paragraph, here’s:
Ingin tahu apakah wanita secantik dan sepopuler dia (Scarlett Johansson) juga pernah dikecewakan pria? She said : ” oh ya, saya punya beberapa kali pengalaman seperti itu. Ada pria yang ternyata tidak benar-benar serius pada saya, atau tidak bisa secara emosional terlibat hubungan dengan saya. Jujur saya merasa sedih dan kecewa ketika itu terjadi. Sulit untuk menerima kenyataan bahwa ketika kita mencintai seseorang, tapi ternyata orang tersebut belum siap untuk memasuki hubungan.
We had something in common, the last phrase, was the same problem like mine, finally clear my head up, after few months fogging. Hmm it does make me stronger, when i read that, I feel like.. ohh The beautiful, famous, rich, Scarlett also had that problem too, and She’s hard to accept that fact too. So, after few months I’ve been blaming myself how stupid I am, How lame I was, very slow accepting all the unfair situation. Read that phrase again and again, made me forgive myself about facing the problem, that’s very common problem that faced to every woman in this world, by forgiving myself, I feel that easier for me to get out of this phase, it’s feel now I'm running faster to leave that out behind..
Me for Handy Suj
Theres’ a quote from the article about Scarlett Johansson, she was the cover model of this edition. Quite surprising I usually didn’t read the whole up detail article on the Magazine, even that was in Indonesian Language,I just enjoy the Photos, and honestly hard for me to undesrstand for such a magz like Harper’s Bazaar Singapore, I did follow every month Bazaar Singapore, I’ve just enjoyed the brilliant photos actually, hahaha
But this time, I don’t know in my sleepless night, I was reading again my old Harper’s Bazaar March, got it from the last Fashion Festival, The only Harper’s Indonesian I have, haha all I got is Singapore’s version ( because it’s cheaper, S$ 5, hehehe, yeah we should fabulously smart money spender, right?!)
So continued, i was shock, when I was read the article bout the Scarlet Johansson, I was read it randomly actually, then I found out a paragraph, here’s:
Ingin tahu apakah wanita secantik dan sepopuler dia (Scarlett Johansson) juga pernah dikecewakan pria? She said : ” oh ya, saya punya beberapa kali pengalaman seperti itu. Ada pria yang ternyata tidak benar-benar serius pada saya, atau tidak bisa secara emosional terlibat hubungan dengan saya. Jujur saya merasa sedih dan kecewa ketika itu terjadi. Sulit untuk menerima kenyataan bahwa ketika kita mencintai seseorang, tapi ternyata orang tersebut belum siap untuk memasuki hubungan.
We had something in common, the last phrase, was the same problem like mine, finally clear my head up, after few months fogging. Hmm it does make me stronger, when i read that, I feel like.. ohh The beautiful, famous, rich, Scarlett also had that problem too, and She’s hard to accept that fact too. So, after few months I’ve been blaming myself how stupid I am, How lame I was, very slow accepting all the unfair situation. Read that phrase again and again, made me forgive myself about facing the problem, that’s very common problem that faced to every woman in this world, by forgiving myself, I feel that easier for me to get out of this phase, it’s feel now I'm running faster to leave that out behind..
Me for Handy Suj
18 June 2009
June 16 on My Bday
June 16th 2009,
Me ,turned 23rd
Me ,turned 23rd
All I want to say is just a simply Thank You for everything,guys
I realized that we've been grown up each other :)
Thank you for over a hundred wishes, i was so gratitude
14 June 2009
When at Takashimaya
Cutest thing in the City
at Takashimaya ground level
Fiat - Barbie
can you count how much barbie in that Fiat?
can win the fiat, and the stuffs inside!!
Awww...
so cute inside and outside
:)
at Takashimaya ground level
Fiat - Barbie
can you count how much barbie in that Fiat?
can win the fiat, and the stuffs inside!!
Awww...
so cute inside and outside
:)
13 June 2009
27 May 2009
22 May 2009
When I saw ....
i saw a young little beggar when i was on the way to my campus
that girl was staring at her old dirty dress...
i know maybe there's nothing special from that,
we lived in indonesia, that kinda look is very usual for us
But i just didn't know either, at that time,
sumthing crash on mind
the implication
we're the older people, well economically, used to bothering what should i wear for this weekend
or too craving bout one of the branded expensive handbags, heels we're just craving and craving, add another and another lines to our wistlists
but look at the others live, there's a little girl with that old dirty dress, but she still kinda upset and worry because of
there's sumthing put up on her dress, sum up with all the dirtiness
me, actually feel ashamed, a superficial sense, flighty...
yeah
girls, we know could do better than this, right?
im not trying to be shaddy, i do also stil craving about luxury thing, which sumtimes we dont know what make them sooo expensive, we just know the brand, brand, brand, brand, actually we can be better than this, just start with a litle bit better action
for example... i did check up on www.louisvuitton.com, look onthe menu how they make the LV bag and how they suggest people to take care of it...
it was a little experience of understanding, why this things soo expensive, and everyone unconsiously craving for this bag, every minute in the world... without knowing what make this so special.. the making is so special,the material is so special,
im asking you..
so why buy the pirates?? even in over a million rupiah,
if that just selling the brand, not the specific specialities it self...
just like u buy a bottle of evian, without the water inside...
So hope my write will give another point of view bout what we should have
Today's seeds of life
its less important we bother what we should have in this life,
but the most important is, we should bother what we could do, to make what we have become important for life"
-dian prad
that girl was staring at her old dirty dress...
i know maybe there's nothing special from that,
we lived in indonesia, that kinda look is very usual for us
But i just didn't know either, at that time,
sumthing crash on mind
the implication
we're the older people, well economically, used to bothering what should i wear for this weekend
or too craving bout one of the branded expensive handbags, heels we're just craving and craving, add another and another lines to our wistlists
but look at the others live, there's a little girl with that old dirty dress, but she still kinda upset and worry because of
there's sumthing put up on her dress, sum up with all the dirtiness
me, actually feel ashamed, a superficial sense, flighty...
yeah
girls, we know could do better than this, right?
im not trying to be shaddy, i do also stil craving about luxury thing, which sumtimes we dont know what make them sooo expensive, we just know the brand, brand, brand, brand, actually we can be better than this, just start with a litle bit better action
for example... i did check up on www.louisvuitton.com, look onthe menu how they make the LV bag and how they suggest people to take care of it...
it was a little experience of understanding, why this things soo expensive, and everyone unconsiously craving for this bag, every minute in the world... without knowing what make this so special.. the making is so special,the material is so special,
im asking you..
so why buy the pirates?? even in over a million rupiah,
if that just selling the brand, not the specific specialities it self...
just like u buy a bottle of evian, without the water inside...
So hope my write will give another point of view bout what we should have
Today's seeds of life
its less important we bother what we should have in this life,
but the most important is, we should bother what we could do, to make what we have become important for life"
-dian prad
04 May 2009
Lauren Conrad's candy
The title will be published on June 16th 2009, wow what a coincidence, thats My birthday
anyone want to gave me as present?? hahaha
FYI, this book can be preordered now on amazon.com
or u'd rather click here
Give Dian a present, haha
it's not you
It wasn't you
i was sure that i want you,
everyday, i think about that, is that really what i want..
now i realize,
i still sure that i want you but
i just want the best of you,
the one who chases me overly,
the one who happily goes to church at least once a week, even he almost forget all the prayer
the one who always accompanies his mom for dinner everyday,
the one who beats the future aggresively,
the one who wants to spend the whole sunday at bookstore with me,
but now what i see wasn't the best of you,
i dont know whether, u've changed or i don't know your real card
whatever that is,
this isn't the best of you, and i just want the best of you.
I'd rather keep my love than loving someone whom i totally don't know anymore.
Me For Handy Suj
i was sure that i want you,
everyday, i think about that, is that really what i want..
now i realize,
i still sure that i want you but
i just want the best of you,
the one who chases me overly,
the one who happily goes to church at least once a week, even he almost forget all the prayer
the one who always accompanies his mom for dinner everyday,
the one who beats the future aggresively,
the one who wants to spend the whole sunday at bookstore with me,
but now what i see wasn't the best of you,
i dont know whether, u've changed or i don't know your real card
whatever that is,
this isn't the best of you, and i just want the best of you.
I'd rather keep my love than loving someone whom i totally don't know anymore.
Me For Handy Suj
29 April 2009
H1N1 ~ Flu Babi
More Countries Confirm Cases of A/H1N1 Influenza Infection
WASHINGTON, DC -- April 28, 2009 -- Confirmed cases of A/H1N1 influenza infection have now been confirmed in Israel and New Zealand, bringing the total number of affected countries to 7. Mexico remains the only country with confirmed deaths related to this new strain of influenza, which is also commonly called swine influenza.
Israel has confirmed 1 case, and New Zealand has confirmed 3 cases. The other countries affected include Canada (13 cases), Mexico (26), Scotland (2), Spain (2), and the United States (64). In Mexico, 7 deaths related to A/H1N1 have been confirmed, though more are suspected.
Most cases outside of Mexico appear to be benign, many resolving without treatment; nonetheless, health officials around the world have been warning the situation could change very quickly.
The tally of confirmed cases in the United States jumped to 64 today, largely due to more cases confirmed in New York. All cases remain in the 5 states originally affected: California (10 cases), Kansas (2), New York (45), Ohio (1), and Texas (6). An additional 4 cases have been reported -- all pending CDC confirmation -- bringing the US total to 68.
Monday, the Director-General of the World Health Organization (WHO) raised the influenza pandemic alert from phase 3 to phase 4, indicating the likelihood of a pandemic is increased, though not inevitable. WHO based their decision on the available data on confirmed outbreaks of A/H1N1 influenza in the United States, Mexico, and Canada. The Committee also considered reports of possible spread to additional countries.
Around the world, health agencies are acting very aggressively to mitigate the outbreak. "Containment is not feasible," said Dr. Besser, explaining that the A/H1N1 influenza outbreaks are "diffuse and widespread."
That said, WHO has not issued any travel restrictions or border closures; however, the agency recommends people who are ill to delay international travel and for people developing symptoms following international travel to seek medical attention.
No vaccine for this strain of influenza is available, and development of the vaccine for seasonal influenza is ongoing. When asked if the A/H1N1 strain could be added to the seasonal vaccine under development.
SOURCES: Center for Disease Control and Prevention, Health Canada, European Centre for Disease Prevention and Control
24 April 2009
Caring And Loving
Caring or (and) Loving ?
Everytime I miss you, I write a poem for you, especially when I really really miss you, what I can do is just write everything that I feel on the poem. A temporary healing...
I admitted, a part of my life is trying to retain and cover all the things about you, and pushing it all behind... but as much as i could retain, Still, the feeling couldn't lie, I do still care about you, alot...
Me for Handy Suj
There's nothing wrong about caring someone, this isn't a sin,is it??
But,anything for you... I just want you to be happy and give the best for you..
there's no reason, no logical,
It's just Love...
14 April 2009
Yesterday, i visited my Friend's baby, Lindsay's baby
its a girl
Nicole Belle Kristanjaya
OMG, you see, she was soo cute,lil angel
born with 2.40 kilos, very small baby,
just like me, when i was born, I was 2.35 kilo, mom said i was struggling to live
but now, after 22 years im struggling with the weight (almost catch 53 kilos,oops)
sO damn cute
Look at how cute she was, when she raised her hand, even in a sleep...hahaha
and I gave the present for her, a big pillow, and a small feeding pillow, for her and mommy.
"Classic Pooh"
actually i want it too..
and so, i was visiting Lindsay with another friend from my ex company too, Elly, a mom of two, So, you know, these two young mommies finally meet, and i'm just the one who haven't married yet.Their conversation was way out of my world, completely, i didn't connect with any of it, i just can say ''OOoo gitu..." " lo iya ta" " oalaa.." yeah lil improvement, and new information for me, la.. grown up faster...
hahaha, and then they finally just say some klise phrase " maka e ndang cepet yaan..." hahaha
and im just speechless...
you know what, My friend Elly, she knows anything about parenting, i have no idea, she knows anything about the product for slimming after pregnancy with the best result and good money, the contraceptions (have you ever heard the contraception just in a plester?? very easy to apply,efficient, and best result also, hahaha, no need condom), the lotion for baby, and the other many products for babies and mommy, also the therapy, she has the complete information...yeah two thumbs up for her,
also she knows about how to get the good babysitter...ckckck
maybe i should take a course with her, if i want to get married, you want to join me also?? haha
13 April 2009
10 April 2009
As Im getting chubbier everyday, yes, i rarely took some pics...
seems like the 'gifo' disease were
healing
seems like the 'gifo' disease were
healing
then..starting tomorrow
i'm gonna do a diet, called banana diet.
This tips coming from an Auntie, my auntie's friends, said that this diet was created in Japan.
The rule is after wake up until 12 pm, just eat banana and drink lot of water, nothing else, until your stomach full...
you may eat 1-2 bananas
so, just banana and water in the breakfast, until 12pm.
but after that, lunch and dinner you can take whatever you want to eat...
anything, no need to hesitate...whatever, she said whatever, go as crazy as u want...
until u fell asleep...
Sounds a great diet, isn't it?!
the result is 1 month 1 kilo
she said, that diet was very famous in Japan, all girls took that..
and also it has been published in our local magazine, Fit magazine, is it?
Go Battle Tommorow!!!
i'm gonna do a diet, called banana diet.
This tips coming from an Auntie, my auntie's friends, said that this diet was created in Japan.
The rule is after wake up until 12 pm, just eat banana and drink lot of water, nothing else, until your stomach full...
you may eat 1-2 bananas
so, just banana and water in the breakfast, until 12pm.
but after that, lunch and dinner you can take whatever you want to eat...
anything, no need to hesitate...whatever, she said whatever, go as crazy as u want...
until u fell asleep...
Sounds a great diet, isn't it?!
the result is 1 month 1 kilo
she said, that diet was very famous in Japan, all girls took that..
and also it has been published in our local magazine, Fit magazine, is it?
Go Battle Tommorow!!!
09 April 2009
This is the place, your home, my home
Its hard to admit that everyday i fall for you deeper,
There's no place i'd rather be,
There's no one i wanted to be,
There's only you,
The one till the end.
What am i supposed to do to make sure u're always here,
and never go anywhere else again,
If that day come, i want you promise me ,
you have to swear to our God..
really swear in the name of God,
you never go away from me even just a mile
I regret that i let you go that far,
I should have mad,when you told me you want to go that place,
but I aint do that time
I should have taken you passport and thrown it away at your hotel's closet,
but I aint do that time
I shouldn't have released your hug, so you'll never ,even a step, walk away from our home...
but i also aint do that time
this is our home, our love, yours and mine...
wherever you go,you know you'll always back here,han
Its hard to admit that everyday i fall for you deeper,
There's no place i'd rather be,
There's no one i wanted to be,
There's only you,
The one till the end.
What am i supposed to do to make sure u're always here,
and never go anywhere else again,
If that day come, i want you promise me ,
you have to swear to our God..
really swear in the name of God,
you never go away from me even just a mile
I regret that i let you go that far,
I should have mad,when you told me you want to go that place,
but I aint do that time
I should have taken you passport and thrown it away at your hotel's closet,
but I aint do that time
I shouldn't have released your hug, so you'll never ,even a step, walk away from our home...
but i also aint do that time
this is our home, our love, yours and mine...
wherever you go,you know you'll always back here,han
07 April 2009
Gallery: Topshop New York flagship store opening
from shinystyle.tv
So much partying going on, but with the opening of Topshop finally taking place in the US, can you really blame anyone for trying to drag celebrations out as long as they can?
Prior to Kate Moss and Sir Philip Green officially opening the store on Broadway and Broome yesterday, there was a celebratory dinner held on Wednesday night which was attended by some uber glamorous folk: designers Marc Jacobs and Jason Wu, models Lily Donaldson and Daria Werbowy, Anna Wintour with her daughter Bee Schaffer, Julia Restoin-Roitfeld - offspring of Paris Vogue ed Carine Roitfeld - and singers Jennifer Hudson and um, James Blunt (?!!). A bit of extra glamor - like they needed anymore - was brought by the attendance of A-list couple Jennifer Lopez and hubby Marc Anthony. The couple returned to get their party on at the launch last night, along with Emma Roberts, Lydia Hearst and MC Spank Rock.
02 April 2009
and now i stare
looking everything which seem never fair
i just want you, just you...
not him...
whenever i thought it was you, but that wasn't you:(
i feel bad, since that wasn't fair for him,
but is this the whole up situation fair for me?
you make me learn something,
love is never know about the fairness
im just wishing u were here,han
looking everything which seem never fair
i just want you, just you...
not him...
whenever i thought it was you, but that wasn't you:(
i feel bad, since that wasn't fair for him,
but is this the whole up situation fair for me?
you make me learn something,
love is never know about the fairness
im just wishing u were here,han
01 April 2009
Chuck Bass
Lately, i really addicted to this figure
CHUCK BASS
yeah...remember how he said his name with an accent
I am Chuck' Chuck bass
Starred by Ed Westwick
This guy soo my type :)
The blend of a devil, manipulative, badboy, bossy, calm, elegant...
My real card..
yeahh.. this is it...
you'll see how Charming he is...
actually , from all the Gossip Girls' boys, for me,
He is the most evrything laa..
even everyone said Nate Archibald is the hansome one
but Chuck Has the everything..
because he Chuck, Chuck bass
the bossy style... whoaa :)
CHUCK BASS
yeah...remember how he said his name with an accent
I am Chuck' Chuck bass
Starred by Ed Westwick
This guy soo my type :)
The blend of a devil, manipulative, badboy, bossy, calm, elegant...
My real card..
yeahh.. this is it...
you'll see how Charming he is...
actually , from all the Gossip Girls' boys, for me,
He is the most evrything laa..
even everyone said Nate Archibald is the hansome one
but Chuck Has the everything..
because he Chuck, Chuck bass
the bossy style... whoaa :)
how the story behind Chuck And Blair,
demon and devil,
hahaha
So attractive, full of game, yeah, i like their love story so much
and i like the way he handle the thing until make anyone so pissed off..
yeah really cool, very manipulative, i adore it..hahaha
look how Serena so pissed off bout him, hahahaha, good job, Chuck
and so,I love the way he's playing with his face,
Demon demon demon
31 March 2009
29 March 2009
actually glad one another friend making blog..hahaha
yes welcome to the blog world miss Ai ai...
we're welcoming you...
after all, quite surprising for me
since october 2007, so its been half and a year i've been blogging, there's a months full of post, and in contrary, im not a good blogger actually.
and then quite gladly slowly some friends also join with the blogger, and they became Good Blogger, Miss Lydia, Miss Lia,all the masters then Helen, Evelyn (tapi mrotol evelyn..hehehe), anita, (mrotol jg sii)....
hope they can continue that again....
But one thing i learn bout blogging is, yeah you know, you can express anything anyway there's no boundary, and sumtimes kind of hurt feeling, i feel released after i wrote and published it...
some people said negatively bout my posts,i heard that lo, but whatever, they can say anything, thats their rights...
but just remember the fact, how bad their opinion, They have read it...hahaha...
so im just pissed of with kind of people like that...
but sumtimes also i still remember bout people who hate bout my blogging activities itself....
"blag blog blag blog masa kmu seharian ngurusin blog terus si..." hahaha, he could say 'blag'...wkwkwkw i thought american english is really good... but ten years at US, and the result he said blag blog...apa ituu...hahahaha very funny :D
i also pissed off bout that guy, even i loved him, but i prefer blog rather than ngurusin dia... (uhm maybe I didn't love him that much ,oops, ngga laa hahaha, im still)
yeah at least this blog always be with me, it never leave me...
this blog kind of addict i guess, in addition when you're trying to update a new template, y'all the blogger know la how does it feel, you never stop until you feeel satified with the layout... even that wasting your time all day long...
so anyway, today im making a paper, with English, sumtime for some specific thing i'd rather choose english to express it, because it more focus and straight forward to the point,
yeah,when i wrote down the paper, uhm i feel very lucky i always push myself to write sumthing on this blog, because it gives much effect actually for making the English more and more fluently.... or at least retain it,
even until now, i know im still far away from perfect english, but, yes it helps laa...
So, for my besties Ai ai...
welcome to the blog world baby, hope we could share more from these blogs :)
yes welcome to the blog world miss Ai ai...
we're welcoming you...
after all, quite surprising for me
since october 2007, so its been half and a year i've been blogging, there's a months full of post, and in contrary, im not a good blogger actually.
and then quite gladly slowly some friends also join with the blogger, and they became Good Blogger, Miss Lydia, Miss Lia,all the masters then Helen, Evelyn (tapi mrotol evelyn..hehehe), anita, (mrotol jg sii)....
hope they can continue that again....
But one thing i learn bout blogging is, yeah you know, you can express anything anyway there's no boundary, and sumtimes kind of hurt feeling, i feel released after i wrote and published it...
some people said negatively bout my posts,i heard that lo, but whatever, they can say anything, thats their rights...
but just remember the fact, how bad their opinion, They have read it...hahaha...
so im just pissed of with kind of people like that...
but sumtimes also i still remember bout people who hate bout my blogging activities itself....
"blag blog blag blog masa kmu seharian ngurusin blog terus si..." hahaha, he could say 'blag'...wkwkwkw i thought american english is really good... but ten years at US, and the result he said blag blog...apa ituu...hahahaha very funny :D
i also pissed off bout that guy, even i loved him, but i prefer blog rather than ngurusin dia... (uhm maybe I didn't love him that much ,oops, ngga laa hahaha, im still)
yeah at least this blog always be with me, it never leave me...
this blog kind of addict i guess, in addition when you're trying to update a new template, y'all the blogger know la how does it feel, you never stop until you feeel satified with the layout... even that wasting your time all day long...
so anyway, today im making a paper, with English, sumtime for some specific thing i'd rather choose english to express it, because it more focus and straight forward to the point,
yeah,when i wrote down the paper, uhm i feel very lucky i always push myself to write sumthing on this blog, because it gives much effect actually for making the English more and more fluently.... or at least retain it,
even until now, i know im still far away from perfect english, but, yes it helps laa...
So, for my besties Ai ai...
welcome to the blog world baby, hope we could share more from these blogs :)
24 March 2009
another SHort HAircutting By Daniel Tengker
Speaking off, i've got new look, again..officially last Saturday
*** the Pic, later
after a months i was wearing the extension hair,I finally gave up :(The hair became very terrible, and when i was on the travelling to Jakarta and the Singapore,i feel so tired, and bad about that.wasting time, effortfull but less performance, it terrible, very terrible.Even, me, i can't stand by the way it look and all my aunties at Jakarta, also my mom, all was complaining. yeah i admit,The best performance of this hair, only after it came out from Rota Salon.
So i Just want to give you some advice if you want to do some extension for your hair,
1. choose the right hair, right colour, for me black wasn;t a good choice,
2 Choose the human hair, but ioned, mine was also human hair but un-ioned,so it srewed me up all the time, and i realized having naturally straight hair is the best gift from my God :)
3. Prepare yourself mentally, especially if you are not common with long hair like me, should be more patient and spare more time for washing your hair , hair dyed ,and the last one
4. prepare some panadol for headache, the glue over the back head, was very annoying, especially when you're sleeping, and it cause me headache sumetimes many times actually..
bye bye the long hair, I realised that the short hair is definitely my real card :)
but maybe next time i will wearing that hair again, after it coloured and ioned off course..
for now, i'd rather stay in short...
me, wasn;t the only one who deal with this issue actually..
Mr Daniel, my hairdresser said that...
some people, who has been on top with the Boobs cutting has dealt with the dilemas
since Boobs cutting isn't the 'It' trend anymore
some going to long hair, with extension off course, Like Katie Holmes..
and some go on short hair, Like the group of Rihanna, BCL, Agnes Monica,
Actually i was on this dilemma too, he offer me two choices
he would cut on the model for make my hair stays to get the long hair, so the model will be simple,
maybe just with the layer, so when it getting longer, the layer will cover down properly..
OR
let stay in short hair, and try another chic model of cutting...
yeah he got my point, whether I want to stay long or try again in short cutting, with another cutting trend
it took me about 15 minutes, until he leave me alone by myself to think about what i really want for my hair.... because he almost gave up to catch up what i really want, i was asking this and that... no direction hahahaha
yeah finally im SErious think about that..hohohoho
and than the result is, lets try another short cutting :)
what i always satified cut by Daniel is, he always get the point of what we actually feel and wants, and make us, ourself spell it... Thanks Daniel :)i enjoy with this hair, and just the pony, too short, i've told you...
23 March 2009
March 23rd 1979
from the day u'were born, till the day we met,
thought it was the end of the journey..
just like find another soul of mine, and yours.
how much we had in common,
and how did time make our path crossing each other?
d.e.s.t.i.n.y.
but until the day we're apart...
is that the end of destiny?
or it all just the first chapter of ours?
HAPPY 30th BDAY Mr.HANdY ^^
always be:)
Love,
dian
from the day u'were born, till the day we met,
thought it was the end of the journey..
just like find another soul of mine, and yours.
how much we had in common,
and how did time make our path crossing each other?
d.e.s.t.i.n.y.
but until the day we're apart...
is that the end of destiny?
or it all just the first chapter of ours?
HAPPY 30th BDAY Mr.HANdY ^^
always be:)
Love,
dian
16 March 2009
Huhuhuhu..Finale of The city...so sad
Oia, There's a Great quote i love from Diane von Furstenberg at that clip
did u got it?
"the most important relationship you have in your life, is a relationship with yourself"
don't u think it is very good quote?
and yeah, today i went to sgp from jakarta,
uhm everytime i went jakarta, i found another pieces of the puzzle, and its getting clear for me, for what i feel, for what i want, and for where we were stand....
its hard but challenging, he's still so nice.....
14 March 2009
i got something from late The serial which i consume..
" having a girlfriend is about learning how to sacrifice, how to be faithfull and think about else's not just ours"
I think it clears sumthing in my head through something uhm cases actually...
anyway, if that's the only definition of girlfriend boyfriend,
i admit, Me either,mr*.... you know i got many thing that i should face in, that couldn't put behind you,
also i can't be that faithfull, i guess(damn why i've just realized it...),
it just for few months, my point of view was so wrong...
i'm moving forward :)
" having a girlfriend is about learning how to sacrifice, how to be faithfull and think about else's not just ours"
I think it clears sumthing in my head through something uhm cases actually...
anyway, if that's the only definition of girlfriend boyfriend,
i admit, Me either,mr*.... you know i got many thing that i should face in, that couldn't put behind you,
also i can't be that faithfull, i guess(damn why i've just realized it...),
it just for few months, my point of view was so wrong...
i'm moving forward :)
10 March 2009
its been almost a month, Me and Vera joined on the Graha Family club House
I was trying to gaining my weight. I was shocked, my weight was increasing bout 5 kilos
since december or january :(
i was depressed, but in the same time i feel so lazy to work out,
it was so hard to work out in the morning, not just me but vera did too..
we both so difficult to wake up in the morning
but sometimes, it succeed la, we woke up in 6 am and got to club house at 6.30
did some yoga or just treadmilling.
and the result after bout 3 weeks..
vera had decreased some kilos, as you know she's already getting slimmer since bout 2 months ago..
and undoubtly,my weight also decreased, yes it did, but just 1 kilo :( and bad news today, my weight is back just like it was :(
OMG still far to go back to forty sumthing...
slowly i realized that, the problem sumtimes not just the work out which didn't very regularly
but the appetite was too good and its uncontrollable..
lately, i love to eat so much...
i love food more than few months ago, like august, september or few months before that...
you know this isn't me...
now, when i ate or just saw the food, its just like i could release something, i don't know what that is.
its like take over something or like runaway from something...
uhm you know this is bad and its abnormal...
I tell you something real about love food.
that There's must be something wrong inside about people who eat so much, or getting fat,
yes it s like Oprah's said...
Vera also said that, she admit that few months ago, when she's getting so fat,and love eating so much,
she admit that when she saw food, thats just like "slurpp.."
and an eating process is like a pleasure, and satifying something which unexplainable...
yeah i feel that too...
hix..i've been trying so hard
you know what, since few days ago, every morning i had regular menu on breakfast, a bowl of quacker oat and a glass of coffee n cream...yeah, recharging for a day..
wish me luck fellas...
gaining the weight and gaining the appetite!!!
I was trying to gaining my weight. I was shocked, my weight was increasing bout 5 kilos
since december or january :(
i was depressed, but in the same time i feel so lazy to work out,
it was so hard to work out in the morning, not just me but vera did too..
we both so difficult to wake up in the morning
but sometimes, it succeed la, we woke up in 6 am and got to club house at 6.30
did some yoga or just treadmilling.
and the result after bout 3 weeks..
vera had decreased some kilos, as you know she's already getting slimmer since bout 2 months ago..
and undoubtly,my weight also decreased, yes it did, but just 1 kilo :( and bad news today, my weight is back just like it was :(
OMG still far to go back to forty sumthing...
slowly i realized that, the problem sumtimes not just the work out which didn't very regularly
but the appetite was too good and its uncontrollable..
lately, i love to eat so much...
i love food more than few months ago, like august, september or few months before that...
you know this isn't me...
now, when i ate or just saw the food, its just like i could release something, i don't know what that is.
its like take over something or like runaway from something...
uhm you know this is bad and its abnormal...
I tell you something real about love food.
that There's must be something wrong inside about people who eat so much, or getting fat,
yes it s like Oprah's said...
Vera also said that, she admit that few months ago, when she's getting so fat,and love eating so much,
she admit that when she saw food, thats just like "slurpp.."
and an eating process is like a pleasure, and satifying something which unexplainable...
yeah i feel that too...
hix..i've been trying so hard
you know what, since few days ago, every morning i had regular menu on breakfast, a bowl of quacker oat and a glass of coffee n cream...yeah, recharging for a day..
wish me luck fellas...
gaining the weight and gaining the appetite!!!
03 March 2009
02 March 2009
love or hate
wondering about it, sometimes making me feel cool
hesistate to believe what u did to me only a fool
you used to chasing me like a bull
mesmerized...
all we did just out of the rule
throwing the bonfire, let love blowing, warming...
filling all the desire, we was trying, trying,
keeping the wire,again failing, and only me who's dying...
miss ur hug, but inthe same time wondering if i could f******h** ur @#$%@^%
Me4handy
wondering about it, sometimes making me feel cool
hesistate to believe what u did to me only a fool
you used to chasing me like a bull
mesmerized...
all we did just out of the rule
throwing the bonfire, let love blowing, warming...
filling all the desire, we was trying, trying,
keeping the wire,again failing, and only me who's dying...
miss ur hug, but inthe same time wondering if i could f******h** ur @#$%@^%
Me4handy
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